Hello???   is anyone still there?  you'll never belive its taken me from my last entry till now to get a working computer!  doesn't that suck ass??? However, my AIM doesn't work and facebook is beeing douchebags.  i finally caved and said i was going to join and now they won't give me my confirmation.  Bastards.

In recent news...i turned 21 last weekend.  i had a blast with my crew. Smell, Amanderin, Candio and Ashley.  u girls rocked!

now i'm singing the end of the semester blues plus CT Opera, Hansel and Gretel, pope memorial service, weddings and jurries...too much work.

My Conditions:

zonked....its 11:30 i should not just be getting home from my day that started at 11.........music at this very moment.....Material Girl - Madonna

so i've decided to update since its been a while.  in the last few weeks i haven't really done anything...hence not posting anything.

i did have a weird dream though...i dreamt that everything i was involved with started to fall apart.  like...i dreamt that i couldn't memorize my part for Aida and they kicked me out and becuase of them kicking me out...the show was a disaster...or something like that.  the reason that i shouldn't look to much into that is becuase i'm just in the chorus...the show wouldn't crumble becuase they kicked me out...besides...i'm awsome...so that can't even be a posibility (jk about the awesome part)

oh yea...i'm in CT Opera's cast for Aida...go see it...it will be good.  i get to wear this sheet looking thing...its kinda see through.  anyone have a body stocking??? random i know.

i haven't had a lesson since i've been at school...tres mad about that.  however even though i haven't had a lesson, i've done pretty good.  i prepared for my CT Opera audition without a lesson...got in...prepared for my opera scene's auditions...got in...(with a little oil on the squeeky wheel if u know what im saying)...prepared for my Hartt Opera auditions...still waiting for that one.

i'm taking a tap class too....its tres fun.  i've said tres something twice in the post...i like it...i'm going to keep it.

i should get back to studying for music history...but its tres borring (<--i used it agian haha) but unfortunatly i must go...aurevoir

Currently Playing Blow in the Wind By Me First & Gimme Gimmes see related

Today was SUCH A GOOD DAY!!!!!  the past few days have been kinda pooie...but today totally made up for it.  i'm so excited right now i can't even type right.  i auditioned for Conn. Opera today after beeing shot down from opera scenes.  opera scenes is this class that my school offers.  u audition and then get cast in rolls for a few scenes from operas.  i was the only one from my vocal performance class that didn't make it and it really made me upset.  i really thought i deserved to be in this class and when i found out i didn't make it i was really distraught.  so to counter strike against that bullshit class i auditioned for a real opera company.  granted i won't be cast in a role like opera scenes but i would be part of a real company.  my first step in my quest to becoming a opera singer.  it made me happy to find out that megan and jess were also auditioning. 

 i went into the audition today not really nervous but i didnt' know what to expect.  the first note came out of my mouth and i knew i nailed it!  i had a really good warm up this morning and i just went with it.  i shocked myself.  the pannel asked me to sing another song as well.  they wanted to know who i studied with, who my coach was, what other experience i had.  it was such a good felling comming out of there.  i didn't mess up the words...i was on pitch the whole time (yesterday i was going sharp) it was just a great experience over all.  plus i had Mo's for breakfast and that just puts the finishing touches on anything.

My Conditions:

soooo happy...i feel like i'm on cloud nine.  i'm in such a good mood.  i can't even explain it.  i can't celebrate just yet cuz i dont' know if i made it or not. so....keep ur fingers crossed

Currently Playing A Rush of Blood to the Head By Coldplay see related

so my first week at school went well.  with one minor exception...i SHAT all over my opera scenes audition.  ebert and roper give it two thumbs down.  they also give two thumbs down for that horrible joke...(very sorry).  i think what caused the shatness was due to two factors...one - i went into it too confident about the music.  however, in my own offence i know that song backwards and forwards and i think so does every vocal student. and B - i took an extra measure of rest where i shouldn't have.  plus the pannel was talking throughout my entire audition.  its one thing to make comments but please...don't you think you could hold it till i'm done?

all that aside, this weekend has been pretty fun.  last night was insane.  adam's band had a gig in amityville.  ps...sketchiest place EVER.  now i know why i've never been there.  so we get there around 9...hang out for like an hour...find out they're not playing untill like 11.  biggest waist of time.  we totally could have gone home if we had gone straight to my house instead of dicking around that crappy bar.  plus...they didn't even let me in free.  this is the first time i've had to pay to get in to hear them play.  its usually understood that the girlfriend of a band member or any member of the crew helping load instruments into the bar should get in for free. theres 10 bucks we'll never see...

it certainly was the amityville horrors.......a thank you!

My Conditions:

really tired....i left out stuff about what i did today but if i wrote it all down...this would be one really long entry...not like anyone reads it (hehehe)